C Note(s)

Mood: Shame Listening to: Newly loaded songs on my iPod Reading: Generation Kill Watching: Weeds Season 3 Eating: Taco Bell eats Drinking: Mountain Dew Only days away from my trip to the Philippines. I leave on Friday. Thankfully I have the entire Labor Day weekend to make my final arrangements. I feel shameful since I had to move back into a house that I own w/ my ex-wife[yes, finally she delivered the coup de grace]. I was only able to secure a month pass w/ a friend of mine. I truly hope that the 2.5 months of non-daily interaction w/ her will have prepared me for the 1.5 months before we sell the house. I just wish I didn't have to be here. I'll do my utmost to be out and about until bedtime each day. I'm sure that'll prove to be difficult. But I have several ideas on how to handle that. RE: My promotion. I applied for a promotion at work, and received it! HOT damn, huh? I thought so. Many people in the company approve of the decision by management too. Odd. ...

Mood: Pity Listening to: iPod Reading: PostSecrets Eating: Doritos and salsa Drinking: Javalicious Java "The Memory Will Never Die" by Default I whisper in your ear The words you want to hear You feel the wind and it reminds you It happens everytime You stop and close your eyes You can't deny what lives inside you Well I know it's hard to see What is meant to be When yesterday is so far behind you Deep inside your soul knows I'm always there You made me believe the day you surrender to me The memory will never die The love that you gave I'll never throw it away The memory will never die The tides take a turn Another lesson learned I'm right here but still you wonder Would you say that you need more And it's not what it was before It was before your on your own and going under Deep inside your soul knows I'm always there You made me believe the day you surrender to me The memory will never die The love that you gave I'll never throw it awa...