C Note(s)

Mood: Uneasy Listening to: iPod Reading: PostSecrets Watching: Mr & Mrs Smith Eating: Steak Drinking: Javalicious Java "Driving away from the wreck of the day / And the light's always red in the rear-view / Desperately close to a coffin of hope / I'd cheat destiny just to be near you / Driving away from the wreck of the day / And it's finally quiet in my head / Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed / And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up / If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up / On love, On love" ... so last night was the first night I didn't cry myself to sleep. Yet, I'm four-wheeling badly which tells me I've gone so long w/o good sleep that it'll be hell trying to rest this old man's bones sufficiently. I really felt welcomed into the Briggs crib. AMAZING PEOPLE!! Still my bravado is only veneer thick. To the trained eye, it crumbles fast.

Mood: Rant Listening to: iPod Reading: Into The Wild (Yes, still!) Watching: The King of Kong: A Fistful of Quarters Eating: leftover Chinese food Drinking: Water ...

Mood: Rant Listening to: 8 Mile soundtrack Reading: Into The Wild Watching: The clock Drinking: Vanilla latte "8 Mile" by [Eminem] Sometimes I just feel like, quittin I still might Why do I put up this fight, why do I still write Sometimes it's hard enough just dealin with real life Sometimes I wanna jump on stage and just kill mics And show these people what my level of skill's like But I'm still white, sometimes I just hate life Somethin ain't right, hit the brake lights Case of the stage fright, drawin a blank like Da-duh-duh-da-da, it ain't my fault Great then I falls, my insides crawl and I clam up (wham) I just slam shut I just can't do it, my whole manhood's just been stripped, I have just been vicked So I must then get off the bus then split Man fuck this shit yo, I'm goin the fuck home World on my shoulders as I run back to this 8 Mile Road [Chorus] I'm a man, I'ma make a new plan Time for me ...